Okay the "shitloads of thoughts" might just be a hyperbolic statements.

3.6.20

Allah, Islam and Muhammad SAW

As a Muslim, i think i am obliged to remind my fellow muslim friends how Rasullah loves us, his followers. He loves his followers too much to an extent he put up with all the literal shits being thrown at him and keep himself strong in spreading the teachings of islam because he believes he must lead by example, and if he decides to abandon those whos against him, his efforts of guiding the stupid mankind might end up to no avail.  As for us, his followers living in this time and era, i think he loves us too much when he thinks that we are his greatest of followers because we somehow still "believe" in islam eventhough he is no longer in the world giving us guidance, and probably because the "believe" is solely based on in his intangible sunnah (which had been passed down through thousands or maybe millions of generations with a lot of uncertainty in terms of its authenticity) and from the words stated in the Quran only . He loves us too much he asked the god to give him the opportunities to help us during the judgement days because he believes that we are so unfortunate to not being able to being guided by him first-hand. Yes, i just think he loves us too much even when he was in the brink of death, the last words of his was "ummati" (which means my followers - direct translation).

Yup he loves us too much but we dont deserve it. We are all protecting the liberals who thinks that what he worked soooo hard through the course of his life spreading, is irrelevant in this day of time. Some of us even has the audacity to question the relevance of his teachings, or even question what the god Himself told him to implement in ourselves, as a muslim at least. We dont even care about his Sunnah anymore, and yes i said that and that, includes myself. Sometimes, we forgot a prayer and we dont even feel its wrong. Mind you, he went back and forth during Isra' just to lessen the amount of prayers that we were obliged to do as a muslim, and even when the God himself granted his wish (from hundreds of prayer times per day to just five), he still think it would be a great burden for us. 

With the uses of social media, we even post shits online questioning everything about Islam, and questioning everything that he believes in. We even let others talk shits about him without feeling angry about it (well maybe we are angry, but not angry enough considering how much he loves us). How can we, as a muslim, dare asking him for help during the judgement day? do we really act like we love him enough to ask him for one? yes we said that we love him, and yes, we said that we care about him, but how many times do we pray for him in a day through "selawat" and all? Maybe he loves his followers too much when we dont really care about the privilege of being a muslim, and we step on the privilege with our feet through our bad deeds without remorse or regrets. Yup, maybe he cared about us too much when we dont really care shit about him and what he believes in. Even during the judgement day, his followers gonna receive something better than the followers of the messengers before him, which is his blessings. Guess why are we receiving such special treatments during that day? big shocker - because he begs the god for it. I keep telling you how much he loves us yet we keep on hurting our muslim brothers and sisters through our sharp tongues (well maybe through the keyboard because after all thats what people nowadays including me are good at - being a keyboard worrior, acting wise and shits). How do we even receive the blessings if we treating the people he loves so much, like shits everyday - without fails. 

I think this is getting too long, and i would like to end it here, hoping that i did gave you something to think about at night before we sleep and i hope that i can get the message across, so we can think of something that can be done in the next days of our life in order to be better, as a muslim or even as a grown, mature person as a whole. It is never too late to learn about his sunnah now, because i think its better too late than never. Dont ever forget to train ourselves, to love our beloved prophet (Rasulullah SAW) or if we think that we are unable to love him as much as he loves us, try our best to first be respectful to him, and eventually the unconditional love might follow suit. I am telling you again that Rasulullah worked really hard to get the messages about Islam across the whole world because he believe that it is the best way to live with, because nowadays, there is so many people telling us how irrelevant and uncivilized Islam is in this current era. However, believe me when i say this, Islam is never about that and it is them who choose to believe that Islam is irrelevant. 

Thats all, thank you for your time and sorry again for the grammar (malas nak betulkan)

Assalamualaikum