Okay the "shitloads of thoughts" might just be a hyperbolic statements.

5.11.23

2 years of being a so called doctor

god fucking damn it im so fucking tired. i dont know if its about the job or about the colleagues or about the juniors or about my friends or my wife or my parents or my life choices...... i really dont know. because now i feel like im stucked in a never ending loop of doing shits im not even interested in doing in the first place (read: maybe because of my life choices) 

sometimes i feel like im done but i still find myself getting ready to work everyday without miss teehee. at least the pay is good. but still fuck em